Thursday, October 31, 2013

What is Love

What is Love?

A question many ask through their lives

Over and over, and then some more

Some say you can’t explain it

You really just know…

What is Love?

Is it that feeling I get inside

Every time you look at me

Or every time you say something,

Past that has been…

What is Love?

Is it the crooked smile

That melts my soul

And takes me back in time

Or every little touch you send my way

That opens the door to past

To what once has been mine

What is Love?

Is it the light I see

Every time you’re near

Our daily little chats,

Or pain without last goodbye

Of the day…

What is Love?

Is it this eager feeling I get

When I know I will see you

And for the moment everything will be alright.

Or is it the bliss I feel when I surround myself

With the true essence of your being

What is Love?

Is it the stab I feel deep inside my chest

Every time you mention her name

Or when you openly express your love to her

While my soul feels defeated

And tears don’t stop falling

Hours and hours in the end

What is Love?

Is it what I’ve been looking for my whole life

Searching for what lingered in my soul

The memory of the time lost long ago

That one sacred love that got stolen

Abruptly taken away from us

Or the reality we both landed in

What is Love?

Is it happiness I feel when you’re around

Connection we share through sands of time

Having these real feelings…

Or knowing that you’re not mine.

But loving you just the same

With no expectations and getting nothing in return…

Giving you everything I got

Secretly loving you till the end of time

But not being able to tell you

It’s not my place to be


Waiting and hoping…

For you

To make things right…

Just being here for you

If you ever will need me…

Maybe, just maybe,

This is LOVE!!!
copyright 2013 by Sanela Kubiak. All rights reserved.

Sunday, September 08, 2013


 As long as the grass shall grow

 And the rivers flow

 My candles will burn bright

 And lead me to Love and Light

 My Lord and Lady hear my plea

 Let your love shine in me

 The promise of New Year is here

 With new beginnings, love

 And no more Fear

 Guide me through the night

 With the Moon in the sky

 And the Stars by my side

 Let my inner Goddess show

 All there is to Know

 Let me always speak my Truth

 From within my heart and soul

 Let this Journey be the best

 For everyone involved

By Sanela Junsan Kubiak

January 1, 2013

Thursday, June 06, 2013

Do You...

Have you ever lie awake and wonder
Why does it feel so much like
You’ve always known me
And so little like we’ve just met.

Do you ever close your eyes
And daydream about me
See us doing things together
Knowing not where it all comes from

Do you ever wake up loving me
But being confused how
Thinking it’s not possible
Yet knowing it’s true

Do you ever want to talk
About the pain you feel inside
But thinking you’re going insane
Because the urge does not subside

Do you love me
And not knowing why
Do you feel connected
And all that matters is now


copyright 2013 by Sanela Kubiak. All rights reserved.

Sunday, January 13, 2013


Quiet drumming of the rain
Against the glass of my window
Wakes me up from uneasy sleep
With soft thunder that follow

I feel the moisture in the air
Surround me in my bed
My eyes open wide in dark
After a whisper next to my head

Slowly I turn toward the noise
Trying to capture the moment
Beautiful eyes meet my stare
Under the moonlight's net

I love you my beautiful
Escapes your sweet lips
While you get closer and
Your hand finds my hips

Your touch makes my body quiver
As I cuddle into your embrace
I love you too my baby
Soft whisper reaches your face

Than terribly loud, scary noise
Wakes me from my night slumber
Slowly I open my sleepy eyes
And turn to my side with next thunder.

Cruel reality sets in
My mind tries to understand
Why do you still hunt me
While I lay next to another man

The time has come once again
To pack my bags and leave
He deserves a woman who loves him
And not the one who doesn't believe

Today is another rainy day
Just like one when I fell in love
But this one has a new promise
For all the things that may come

There are no accidents in life
Wise people always say
I know I will love you till the end of time
But I am ready for a brand new day

copyright 2013 by Sanela Kubiak. All rights reserved.

Tuesday, January 08, 2013

If I could tell you...

If I could just tell you
All that I feel
I would say I loved you
From far away to near
If I could just tell you
I would say many things
Things I want you to hear
How every time I close my eyes
I see your hazel eyes smiling at me
And I would whisper in your ear
You Just Make Me FEEL
If I could just tell you
The touch of your hands
Made my body shiver
The kiss of your sweet lips
Made my soul quiver
If I could just tell you
Everything my heart does feel
I would wish for you to see
All the things I could see
The beautiful sparkle in your eyes
Every time I was near
I wish I could say to you
The loneliness in my heart
Is too much to fear
I can't lose you again
Now that you're somewhat here
But I can't tell you
All to me you meant
So this just happens to be
Another letter never sent...

copyright 2013 by Sanela Kubiak. All rights reserved.